No matter what it is about; the more often you do it, the more of it you got - the less value and meaning is left to every single of it. If being random you are less careful in the choice ending up having actually less because the quality is just no good, well not as good as it could have been if being more fussy. You might not realizse it for quite a while, but at some point you notice the deficit. Maybe even in more and more of them - dissapointing, right? So if you don’t learn from it and stop meaningless consumption you might find a growing blankness which you’ll try to fill in with more. But, there again is the catch about random, meaningless low-value… try to do and get less- but make sure it is good!

“Having ants in the pants” - sounds funny, brings a lot of movement to your life and enriches you in various ways… moreover it might tire you. Always being on the run, semi-annual change of location of living and permanent back and forth movement while searching… but what?
A song I like says that people who have to get away are actually searching for themselves. Probably right, but can’t it sometimes be challenging to find your place in such a huge and dynamic world? All the change we experience every day - inside and outside us, all this movement - everywhere. Rather exceptional to always know who you are and where you belong to. I was told that it’s only oneself who can create one’s home. After various changes in place, “home”, friends and occupations I get an understanding though I still have not internalized this - but I am feeling more and more that it’s true. That even the best place in the world can be wrong for you if you decide it to be wrong and the most inhospitale place can be your home if you only want it to be. It is not only about your personal perception, of course, but sometimes little “features” can help the whole thing a lot - what they are? Figure out yourself what makes you feel home.