a little part
If it really is, that we may only live a little part of what is inside us - what is going to happen to the rest of it?
I have been thinking about this a lot recently - without expressing it this distilled. What are the different possible scenarios I CAN imagine - and how many of them might BE ABLE to exist parallel or consecutive? We have always had to choose in life… but a certain point when we finally actually realize that nothing is infinite and our possibilities are limited we eventually start to make real decisions. We kind of notice that our backpack can not be filled with ALL these items but we will need to leave some behind because they won’t fit with the rest. Some combinations might be hindering for us at a certain point while others will come in handy in any case.
I guess by deciding on which little part of our life to live we in fact decide on who we want to be, what we want to become - and maybe also on who we already are. So what about the rest of it? Hopefully we figured out what might not make us happy, lead to a dead-end? Or is it more in a sense of not expressing what is inside us and not being the way we actually are? Hiding our true inner self? In which case we can only try to find someone making us feel safe and welcome - the way we are. And if not? We should try to be as much of ourselves as possible because if we don’t the “what about the rest of us” will follow us.